You cant blame a girl for trying

I feel like once im starting to get over you, theres something that you do that keeps me running back. People say that guys can turn off their emotions but a part of me wants to think that it wasn't all a lie from the beginning and that you really do care. Tonight my stalker came back and you knew he was back. You called to check on me to see if I was okay and see if I wanted you to come and take care of it. Its the little things like that that keep me coming back. Maybe you were right, maybe I do want to be in a relationship, but I deserve someone better then you. Thats the hardest part for me to actually believe. Everyone says your not what I want but im not so sure that's true. When im with you I feel so safe, like nothing in the world can touch me, but im just done crying over you.