Famous in a small town

The town I grew up in is pretty small. The older I get the more people I start to know that know other people that I know. Working in one of the biggest child development centers in the town also makes your name very known. Somedays I dont like being so well known. Its like you always have to "behave" because your always connected to your job place. I mean don't get me wrong I love my job and I love my kids, but sometimes I would like to be a care free, 21 year old, party girl. Maybe its just because I turned 21, or maybe its because I want to sow my wild oats now. For whatever reason it is, im ready to lose myself and have some fun. I know that being known as the party girls isnt the best thing to be known as but I just want to live my life. Not the life that everyone thinks I should. I don't like drugs but I don't think drinking is bad. Im just ready for a new adventure :)